2911o8 , saturday ,
woke up by yijunCAREBEAR msg >< ,
replied her , went to bathe , around 12+pm meet her at hougang mall ,
went the bluez buy things the signboard name change to 'blackoutz'! , lools ,
then proceed to b1 ljs for our lunch(: went to toilet slackslack ._. hahahas ,
after that , train-ed to city hall , window shop awhile , we went to suntec ,
went toys'rus , take picture in there(!) ,
was rather fun larhs , went to carefour to buy things , it was around evening time ,
wanted to walk to bugis , but , we walk the wrong direction == ,
so decided to trian down to bugis ,
yijunCARBEAR say want to go esc take the membercard 1st , so we went up ,
the uncle say what printer spoil(!) wth larhs , say 1 week can collect ,
now almost half months already lo , zzz ,
so went to bugis street , we did buy somethings((:
shopshop awhile , decided to went sengkang slack(!) :D ,
bus-ed 8o to sengkang , reached there around 6+pm ,
went to the playground near 7-eleven there ,
rayner came , to entertain yijun i think ? hahahas ,
accompany us for hours then he went home ,
after that left me and her again , went to cp mac , sit there chitchat larhs((: ,
until 9+pm , mama called me , ask me meet her at hougang point ,
so yijun went home , i bus-ed to hougang point to meet her(: ,
reached home around 11+pm , tired mans(!) >< , that's all for the day (:

3o11o8 , sunday ,
send yihuiBAOBAO a birthday msg at 12+am , hohos ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIHUIBAOBAO(:
actually , today suppose to accompany yijun to pasir ris , but , i'm having a bad flu ,
so rejected her ): sorry girl ,
tomorrow have to wake up early in the morning , go school with mama to buy books ,
i'm not use to wake up that early ladeeeeey >< ,
continue posting later on((:

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went to hougang mall for dinner ,
shop awhile , bought some groceries , crowded siohs ,
after that bus-ed home((:
my house void deck , the light spoil siahs , so scary >< ,
my auntie called my ahma say want bring my baby cousin come our house awhile ,
my baby cousin is really cute larhs (:
they came for 1 hour liddats went home , as my baby cousin was tired , lools ,
that all for the day peepoos! :D

i miss 284878463(:

You say you want to be just friends,
But do you mean goodbye?
Is that the easy way to end
The wish without the why?
You owe me nothing, as I owe
You equally, and yet
There's something in the undertow
I cannot just forget.
There's something lovely like a song
That's waiting to be heard,
Or like the feelings that belong
To some unspoken word.
And so with you
I cannot simply SMILE and stay aloof.
I take the risk of asking frankly
For the untold truth.

hey peepoos , i'm back[:
quite lazy to post larhs ,
we broke up lerhs ):
of course theres a reason behide it larhs ,
but , i still don't get it ? nvm ,
i'm really very sad about it ,
i still love him as much as ever , hope to patch back with him ><
but , maybe being in this status he'll be happier barhs ,
I've become so numb I can't feel you there ,
the things that i'm fear of had already happened ,
boy , i'll be waiting for you ,

change song to 不作你的朋友 :

慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过

别握住我的手

说我一定会懂

作不成的爱人

变成最好朋友

别牵著我的手

想著别人脸孔

换个方式牵手

并不会更好过

可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去我
难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过
我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

MIA-ING ,
will be back soon , do tag me ohs(!) :D
will reply you guys ASAP(!) :D
only important msg-es will be replied ,
bye dearest! do stay tune! , hahahas ,
i miss my boyfriend D:
o5o9o8 , bethlastromane

me , peixuan , yokexin , nikki , yvonne(!) :D

nikki and me(!)
yokexin make me laugh ><

peixuan , me and yokexin(!) :D

me and peixuan(!)
kuku face i know >< , my hair , is so wet larhs , i'm dam sleepy ><

me and peixuan(!) :D

me , peixuan , yvonne ,nikki :D
piangs , why got the two uncle siahs ,
yokexin you know how to take anot :x
just joking , hahahas ,

me and peixuan on the skyride :D

peixuan , me , yokexin(!) :D
i'm just being retarded :D

nikki , yvonne , me(!) :D

nikki , yvonne , me , peixuan , yokexin(!) :D

luge(!)

tickets!! :D

1811o8 , tuesday ,
didn't sleep on 1711o8 >< , dam tired ,
morning meet yijun at hougang mall , had our breakfast ,
train-ed down to bugis , you'll think so early go bugis for what larhs ,
we go there play lan :D , but , i'm so tired canxz! ,
went to esc , play for 5 hours , 1o3oam - 3.3opm , yawns*
around 2+ sengkiong and brian came , they don't know where is the lanshop == ,
still must go bring them , they play for 1 hours liddats ,
went to long john silver for lunch? chitchat awhile ,
they headed to pasir ris don't know who chalet , me and yijun bus-ed 8o to compass ,
went to slack for while , they went home ,
reached home at around 7+pm , went to bathe ,
around 8+pm went to sleep until the next morning >< ,

1911o8 , wednesday ,
wake up at 1+pm , having a fever D: ,
went to bathe , use com awhile , have my lunch ,
take my medicine , like a daily routine siahs >< ,
play audi for few hours , decided to take a nap ,
woke by illusion sister >< , ask me help her check something ,
had my dinner , thens chat with my family [:

imissyou badly D:,
although i say to you before that , i'm afraid to lose you one fine day ,
but , as you say we can't handle our relation like this ,
i really want to know your decision by now ,
i don't want you to trap in my world , but , i want you to step into my world ,
baby boy ,
my feeling for you is still the same , maybe yours feeling towards me have fade aye ?
it's fate to bring us together , fate can also make any changes in our life ,
as long as i sitll stand a place in your heart , i'm satisfied[:

yokexin , nikki , yvonne ,

there's more photo(s) w nikki , will upload another day uhs[:

1411o8
can't really remember what i did ytd aye , >< , stm uhs , nothing much larhs , as usual , use com , play psp , wacth teevee , blablabla ..
night time talk on phone , sleep at 5am ,
p.s. sorry , if you're being scolded ,

1511o8
waoke up at around 11+am , went to bathe ,
went out of hous at 12.3opm , bus-ed to hougang mall ,
meet yvonne , peixuan , nikki , yokexin ,
it has been months since i last met them , hahahas ,
thens , train-ed down to vivo , me , peixuan and yokexin , went to mac for lunch ,
nikki and yvonne , went to buy things ,
later on we meet at sentosa check in point , bought the ticket(s) ,
train-ed to beach station , it's all squeezed lo ==, so many people went to sentosa ,
reached there , went to buy the ' hot deal 2+1 ' ticket for luge & skyride :D
it's so fun canxzxzxz! hahahas , went to beach play volleyball while ,
after tht wash up ourselves , peixuan say she wants to ride bike , so went to rent ,
taught nikki and yvonne how to ride too ,
RAIN RAIN RAIN!
i'm drenched manxz! but , they are still very enthu aye {?} hahs ,
cycled for 1 hour , return bike(s) , went for another two rounds of ' luge & skyride ' :D
thens , train-ed back to harbourfront-'vivo' ,
went to 7-eleven to buy drinks , yokexin went home ,
nikki and yvonne went to mac for dinner , me and peixuan train-ed to compass went to mac ,
shop while , saw liying at minitoons , hohos , bought something(s) , slack-ed at compass ,
until around 9pm , bus-ed home , peixuan accompany me home thens take direct bus to her house ,
thanks qingaide! :D
reached home , went to bathe , use com , upload photo(s) ,
tht's all for the day uhs , cya peepoos[:

no matter what decision you make , i'll still love you ,
if only you could hug me tightly and whisper the 3 words into my ear ,
o5o9o8 , bethlastromance ,

hey peepoos! i'm back :D
they chalet was quite fun larhs {?} hahahas ,
1211o8 , wednesday ,
reached chalet , me , yihuiBAOBAO , deonneBAOBEI , dolyn went to kbox! :D ,
just check in thens the boys call us say they want to go www ,
yihui also want play so , we change the timing with them to night ,
went back to chalet , talktalktalk , in the end no one is going == ,
the boys went swimming , we stay at the chalet , zhou bo lo , zzz ,
around 6pm we decided to go pastamania for our dinner :D ,
went to the swimming pool there past them the key , proceed to ehub ,
after dinner , around 6.3opm went to arcade as its still early ,
play until 7pm , went to kbox! hahahas ,
we 're like dam high can! crack jokes , still sing couple song , hohos ,
remember before leaving kbox , yihui still at the singing ,
la la la la oh my darling! :D , don't tell her i write this ohs :X , hahahas ,
the guys is outside the kbox , they decided to rent bike ,
walk all the walk until the one beside escsape there , but , unfortunately it was closed ,
so went back to the chalet , dolyn have to go home ,
the guys wants to play water - bomb , but , we decided not to get ourself wet ,
so we sit at a corner , listening to song , talking photo(s) , playing psp , hohohos ,
after that , they say wants to go lan , we spilt in two cabs , per cab five person ,
went to elias play lan , until 4.3oam , walk back from elias to downtown ,
although its seem to be far , but , we're busy chatting along the way , hahahas ,
back at chalet , went to the toilet outside the chalet , wanted to bathe ,
there is one auntie lying there >< , [skip some parts] , didn't care much about her ,
quickly bathe and went back to chalet , the shampoo went into my eyes >< , its so pain can! , thens my eyes become dam red larhs , rofl , me and deonne was dam tired so we sleep 1st , yihui , augustine , jeremy , xavier , they was like like playing until 8+am uhs {?}
don't know larhs , cause i'm sleeping , was roused from sleep by their loudness aye == ,
1311o8 , thursday ,
woke at 1oam heard the phone ringing , but , was lazy to pick up larhs ,
around 1o.3oam everyone wake up accept , augustine and zhengwei ,
the two pig :x , hohos , check out at 11am ,
went to the food court for breakfast , thens went to rent bike ,
only deonne and yihui take two sit bike , cause yihui don't know how to ride ,
the both of them were having difficulties along the way , but , they still had lots of fun ,
zhengwei didn't rent he accompany us by walking all the way to pasir ris park ,
and back to downtown there , lools , its good to exercise uhs :x ,
cycling make our legs so dirty lo , but , we do have fun aye ,
thats all for the chalet , after that all of us headed home , was soo tired >< ,
bus-ed 89 home , with yihui , deonne , zhengwei , kokching , dominick[i don't know how spell his name :x] , deonne have to alight after a few bus-stop , reached the bus-stop me ,

zhengwei , kokching , dominick , alighted but not yihui ,
cause she going to alight at the next stop aye , hahas , walk to interchange w kokching and dominick , just right my bus came and i say bye to them , hohos ,
home sweet home :D
on com , went to bathe , use com for awhile , off it , went to sleep >< ,
yawns* dam tired larhs , whole body aching can! , sleep from 5pm-1opm , five hours ,
i'm still tired , waked up by his message , went to on com , check friendster , blog , listen to song , that all for the day aye! :D bye dearest! to be continue tomorrow , hahs ,
imisshim badly D:
o5o9o8 , bethlastromance

nothing much today , as usual larhs ,
wake up at 1pm , had my lunch ,
went to on com , check on friendster , on msn , play psp[:
around 3+pm went to ave 8 with grand'fa ,
wanted to have a hair cut , but , on 2nd thought i decided to wait till my hair is longer[:
hohos , went to buy paint , to paint the door , meet grand'ma , thens take 101 home-ed ,
pack the things for tomorrow chalet , around 7{?} , went to hougang point for dinner ,
bought some groceries , headed home , continue playing my psp , hohos ,
psp maniac aye! :D , on msn talk to yihuiBAOBAO , sheltonKAMGONG ,
'samuel' suddenly came talk to me aye {?} lools , rather weird ,
currently : blogging
song : xiang shui you du

went to chalet , won't be online-ing until thursday ,
anything text/call my phone , will try to reply asap :D
pri school bestie , outing on saturday , i'll sure attend it! :D
i miss-es : HUBBY!!!:D , my bestie &&'s gans :D

o5o9o8 , bethlastromance

i'm back! :D
sorry for not posting for the past two days ,
as i was too sick and lazy to blog uhs >< ,
o8 november ,
went to do my psp uhs ? ,
not a new one , is a old one that got back from my uncle ,
in the morning , xav come my house help me install game , thankya[:
at night i go out to install more games , hohos ,
i was like psp freak larhs , play psp the whole day , lools ,
labels : hubby i still didn't neglect yous , still got pei you sms! :D
o9 november ,
wake up at 4+pm , didn't sleep well the whole night ,
flu's a kill >< , didn't have any meal for the whole day , no appetite >< , at night talk to sandyBAOBEI LESBIAN , hubby , jinghuiERZI , blablabla , in msn , went to bed at 2+am , nothing much , labels : i don't want you to steal anymore! , that person should know who i referring to>< 1o november ,
since 2+am until this morning 7+am couldn't get to sleep >< , insomnia uhs ? decided to wake up , went to wash up , have my breakfast , around 12+pm , went to bed , i'm sooo tired that i fall asleep while listening to song ,wth is this , sleep in the afternoon rather then at night , owl arhs , >< , wake up at 5+pm , watch teevee awhile , grandparents came back with my dinner :D i'm starving D: , after dinner , wash up all the plates , play psp for awhile , blogging now , hohos , i'm insane for the past feel days aye , hahahas , will stop here , bye human being! :D misses my gans and him :D o5o9o8 , bethlastromance

today as usual , wake up , went to bathe , use the com awhile ,
went to hougang mall for my dinner , thens went to my uncle house ,
my grandfather help my uncle to fix the fan , thanks for bi entertaining me :D
around 9+pm until now xavier was entertaning me , hohos , thankya[: ,
currently : checking friendster , using msn , blogging ,
song : breathless
thats all for today aye , nights dearest! :D

can't wait for next week chalet , i miss BI , deonnebaobei , yihuiBAOBAO , jeromedendan, jinghuiERZI and blablabla dam lots larhs :D

hello(: , today wake up reply yihuiBAOBAO , yijunCAREBEAR , jinghuiERZI msg ,
went back to sleep >< , i'm having a flu , fever , sore throat and stomach flu D: ,
wake up in the afternoon , after awhile grandparents is back , mama went to night courses ,
was lazy to go out for dinner so grandfa help me to buy my dinner , thanks grandfa(: ,

meanwhile , do nails for grandma and myself :D
that all for today uh , night people :B

2months 1day
o5o9o8 , bethlastromance

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNI DEARIE!
many things have happened during this two months ,
i really hope that we can be like the past , when we're so close ,
trying to approach you , but , you was like avoiding me aye , hahs ,
i can forget about it and continue , but , can you do that ? ,
we really can't carry on like this uh , think about it ,
i may be too hush for the msg , i'm sorry , hope you understand how i feel ,
iloveyous x3

o5o9o8 , boy , bethlastromance of mine ,

wake up around 12+pm , went to bathe ,
after that have lunch w peixuanQINGAIDE , thens around 1+pm yokexin came ,
havw her lunch , went to hougang point walkwalk , thens take bus to hougang mall ,
2nd floor for bought something , proceed to arcade , play mario , timecrisis , basketball ,
was fun :D , after that came home , on msn , talking to bi and deonneBAOBEI now , hahs ,

today wake up at around 8am and think its still early so went back to sleep ,
until 11+am wake up went to wash up myself thens on com ,
talk to bi and peixuanQINGAIDE ,
decided to go out with her [: , it been a long time that i met her uhs ? , hahs ,
meet at hougang mall thens take 89 to downtown east ,
to catch a movie at ehub 'the coffin' ,
it was so scary can! >< , it have been a long time since i see such a movie man , looools ,
after the show , walk to whitesand window shopping awhile ,

take bus back to compass thens take mrt to dhoby ghoat to buy something ,
went to sushi tei for dinner , take mrt to hougang mall , thens go home larhs ,
rahhhhhs , she came to my house to stay overnight ;D
ahahs , we have so many things to talk to each other mans! :D

i think we won't be sleeping tonight uh? hahs ,
gahgahgah :B , will stop here barhs , waiting for bi msg ,

7th day of waiting
2 more days to anniversary
o5o9o8 , bethlastromance

hi peepoos , i'm back posting again[:
suuuuuper tired today >< , didn't sleep for the whole day laas ,
morning went to amk to have breakfast with my uncle and his family ,
after that proceed simei to collect my phone , i'm sooo tired that i fall aleep on the mrt >< ,
after simei went to pasir ris 'new generation' but stud thens take bus 88 home ,
reached home use com awhile , around 3pm went to sleep until 9m :x ,
such a pig , okay i know , hmm , wake up saw bi msg [: ,
the harrisonERZI came and ask me what colour should he dye , i say blond ,
thens he go ask yijunCAREBEAR the same thing , she say red ,
he told me that he want a blondish red , zzz , i think you go mix yourself uh ? ,
loooools , i'm starving man! , haven had my dinner D: , rahhhhhs ,
peepoos i'll stop here , nights peepoos! ;D

6th day of waiting
3 more days to anniversary ,
o5o9o8 , bethlastromance

hey guys , seriously i'm going to rot at home man! ><
well wake up at around 12+pm today , ytd slept at 5am? i think so ,
hmm , went to wash up , thens back to my com , hohos ,
on it for the whole day until now!! , the electricity is expensive man!! , will try to cut down the hours of using com >< , it would be rather boring for me ladeeeeeeey ,
haiis , haven found a job ): ,
today didn't went simei larhs , i'm lazy though , my mum came home nagging at me ask me to collect my phone -.- , she said she will accompany me tml , gosh ladeeeeey! have to wake up early to accompany her and my grandparents for breakfast >< , leave house about 7am ? thens i no need to sleep uh? , rofl ,
talk to peixuanQINGAIDE[pri school friend] on phone today , dam funny larhs , her character is still the same , such a joker uh? hahs , really enjoy talking w her on phone ;D
imissher like hellxzxzxzxzxz!! D: meet up real soon alrights :D
nothing much to say lerhs , end of this post barhs , bye dearest!
5th day of waiting
4 more days to 2nd month anniversary ,
o5o9o8 , bethlastromance

just came back from dinner >< ,

mama reached home at around 6+pm , thens do her own things ,
around 7pm help me dye hair until 9+ 1o , thens finish dye-ing and washing up ,
dam f.king long ladeeeeeey , thats why so late then have my dinner , rofl ,

now my hair colour is something like maroon uh ? looooools ,
currently : talking to bi ,
song : fen shuo kuai le ,

dam boring larhs , decided to go simei tml to collect my phone >< , simei is far can! , ask him pei me go collect my phone , jiu shuo card no money , zzz rahhhhs , dunno want ask who pei me go take >< , nothing to write lerhs , should end here barhs , nights everyone! :D

5th day of waiting ,
4 more day to 2nd month anniversary ,
o5o9o8 , bethlastromance